Tom Volhein

Happy 4th

I was at my son’s house yesterday for our family get together, we celebrated my daughter’s birthday, my wife and my 34th anniversary, and the 4th of July.  It was a great time.  At one point when I was swimming around in the pool I actually felt happy.  Really happy.  That gives me some hope that I am getting better.  It was just last week when I felt like shit on a Saturday.  This week has been one of steadily getting better.  I hope that it keeps up.  I am feeling pretty good this morning.

I think that I am realizing that there is still a good and happy part inside of me and that I may be able to experience that more and more as time goes on.  There are two things that are still out there that I want to get back into.  One of them is exercise, I may go to the gym once this week. The other is studio time, I have some mixing and mastering that I have to do today.  I want to do more studio work with other musicians.

As far as guitar playing is concerned, I am still too upset about losing my guitars to get excited about playing the guitar.  I am going to let that come back naturally.  I was talking to a friend who said that it took him two years to come back form having his guitars stolen.  I know exactly what he means.  I don’t like the replacement guitar that I have and I am not ready to look for a guitar that I could fall in love with.  So for guitar playing and performing, I am not ready yet.  I am still just really angry about the ass holes stealing my guitars.

But I would say that over all I am healing up.

peace

t

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